153.

152.

Reach for the stars, stand on your tiptoes, and never tell yourself no. You, yes you, can achieve anything. It may take months, it may take years, but when you finally have a firm grasp on a star, the reward is breathtaking.





One of the hardest things in life is deciding whether to walk away, or try harder.




If you don't like someone, the way he holds his spoon will make you furious.
If you care about someone, he can turn his plate over in your lap and you won't mind.






I remember listening to passing cars,
on our backs staring at the stars.
I survive by these memories of you.







Ever since I was little, I've wanted to have a girly sleepover.
I wanted one like in the movies, where all we do is talk about boys and do each others' hair and nails.
My closest, best friend is a guy.
Yesterday, he went through torture to make sure I got my wish.
--LGMH--





You were my rock. And now that you're gone, I have to lean on the trees; But eventually they break, and I fall. I need you more than you know.






My heart is an easy thing for you to mend.






The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

What's a fact about the last person who called you?
she gave birth to me. wahoo.

What was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?
her grandma.
 
Who do you trust the most?
ashley.

When was the last time you really laughed?
oh god, i don't even remember.

What are you listening to right now?
mad world.

What are you wearing?
cami and sweats.

What's on your mind most today?
nonsense, as usual.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
haha, no.

If you could work at any clothing store, which store would you pick?
forever 21, or h&m.

Have you ever called a person useless?
i probably have, and i probably am not one to talk.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
i don't know, i don't hide them anymore.

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
not usually. but they find out.

Do you prefer a call or a text?
either.

Have you ever been on television?
as far as i'm concerned, no.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
i have no idea, actually.

Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
no.

Do you like anyone now?
yeah.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
i was in the shower.

Something you just don’t understand.
how you can want to make someone happy but never try.

What were you doing at 8:30PM Friday night?
i was with alec.

Do you plan on moving in the next year?
i hope so.

Have you ever run away from home?
no.

Who do you miss?
ashley. :/

Status between you and the person who last texted you?
shes my nigguh.

What's on your mind right now?
fuck bitches, get money.

How are you feeling RIGHT now?
i am so bored.

Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
i just know it's weird.

What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
patch kids.

Are you emotional?
i have been ever since band camp.

Who are you going to be with tonight?
haha, no one.

What would you do if your parents caught you drinking?
they wouldn't be that upset.
 
When was the last time you saw a cop?
i don't know.

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
more than likely.

Who was the last person to text you?
ashley.

Do you miss someone?
that i do.

Are you happy with your life?
fuck no.

Are you afraid of clowns?
no.

Do you know anybody who was abused?
hm.

Ever found a four leaf clover?
no.

What time is it now?
10:30pm.

What do you want to do right now?
die.

The last person you kissed screams they love you, your reply?
i love you too, but you need to prove it.

Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner, what do you do?
nothing?

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
no.

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
ajsdkaldf yes.

Are you good at giving directions?
NO.

Did you cry from a text last night?
no.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not exactly.

Have you ever had to choose between two people?
no.

Do you honestly have any regrets?
yeah.

Who is someone you'll always hate?
fuckin' kelly.

Do any of your friends dislike each other?
not that i can think of, no.

What happened at 9:00 am today?
sleeping.

What's the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
took a shower.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
yeah.

Is your last ex currently in a relationship?
i wouldn't know.

Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories?
yeah.

How late did you stay up last night?
not late.

Are you single?
no.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
yeah.

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yeah.

What would you do if you saw the one you like kissing someone else?
hit some stuff.

Have you been kissed by someone who's name starts with a M?
no.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my dad.

What was the last physical pain you went through?
band camp. cramps everywhere.

Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
dads.

Is there a member of the opposite sex that makes you cry a lott?

no.

Have you ever slept with contacts?
no.

What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss?
white.

151.

We didn't realize we were making memories. We just knew we were having fun.






What if this time, I don't say hi first?
What if this time, I don't text you back?
What if this time, I leave you wondering?
Yeah what if this time, you're the one left feeling fucked over.






Aloneness is a state of being, whereas loneliness is a state of feeling.
It's like the difference between being broke and being poor.






We were kissing on the floor and then on the bed. I don't remember everything but I like the way you bite my lip when we kiss.







The fact that you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you
realize that some things seem to be so close, yet they are bound to be beyond your reach.









The way you take my hand is just so sweet and that crooked smile of yours, it knocks me off my feet.






Life has only three guarantees. Smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life.










           Last December were you in a relationship?
yes.

Do you give out 2nd chances way to easily?
yeah.

Does anyone call you baby?
sometimes.

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
haha.

Have you ever been called heartless?
many many times.

Have you ever liked someone younger than you?
yeah.

What are you doing?
this. air drying my hair.

Is someone on your mind right now?
hmmm sure.

What's on your mind?
a lot of things, actually.

Do you truly hate anyone?
yes.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
anya, she wanted me to stay the night with her kari and kaylan.

What are you planning on doing after this?
not a clue.

Are you listening to music?
yup.

Are you single?
nope.

Do you regret anything from your past?
nope, i'm good at forgetting.

Do you always answer your phone?
not always.

Do you have tan lines?
gnarly ones.

Giving up on anyone?
nope.

Who was your last missed call from?
mom?

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
absolutely.

What do you hear right now?
weezer.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
proooobably.

How are you feeling?
pretty okay.

Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
yeah, probably.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
like, 2:30.

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.

Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
no.

Did you sleep well last night?
yeah, actually.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
nope.

What are you wearing?
shorts and a cami.

Has anyone put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
yeah.

Do you plan on moving within the next 2 years?
probably not.

Has anyone said you have changed lately?
actually said, no.

Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
sometimes hah.

Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
yeah.

Is there a person in your life that you know you'll never forget?
yes yes yes.

Do you usually apologize first?
for the most part.

Are you going to college?
no, probably not.

Is anything bothering you?
kind of, not sure what.

Do you like hugs?
i wub dem.

Do you wear skinny jeans?
not in summer, no.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
sure thing.

Do you ever think about the past?
all the time.

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
eh. couldn't say.

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
yeah,

Have you ever cried in front of a friend?
just ashley.

Can you commit to one person?
yeah.

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
yup.

Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?
yeah.

Have you ever met someone who turned out to be amazing?
of course.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
sure.

Where did you last sleep besides your bed?
the couch.

Do you hate seeing happy couples?
no.

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
both are so good.

If you could fast forward your life, would you?
nah.

How are you feeling right now?
okay.

What did you do this past week?
practice, hungout with everyone and partied. ;D

150.

"let go, be free today, let yourself shine through, don't let themchange us, i don't want you to change us."




"there's a big fucking world out there. it's messy and it's chaotic and it's never what you expect. it's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people that love you, the people that need you."






"But Holly, nobody’s life is filled with perfect little moments. And if it were, they wouldn’t be perfect little moments. They would just be normal. How would you ever know happiness if you never experienced downs?"





"I don't know where I belong but I'll be moving on if you don't."






"I said the sun don't shine forever and everything that glitters ain't gold,
I said love don't love forever and everything that's new gets old."






The fact that you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you realize thatsome things seem to be so close, yet they are bound to be beyond your reach.











Where's your best guy friend?
his house.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yeah.

Want someone back in your life?
yeah.

What are you listening to?
cold - crossfade.

Have you ever lost a best friend?
yeah.

What are you stressed out about?
marching band. D:

How many clothes are in your closet?
some.

Do you know a guy named Tyler?
yeah.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
bed.

Are you busy tomorrow?
no.

How long does it take for you to get ready ?
depends.

Taco Bell or Olive Garden?
olive garden.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
change for yourself, not someone else.

Where did you get your last bruise?
i got it from my carrier today during marching band.

Do you get along more with girls or guys?
whatever.

What jewelery are you wearing?
none.

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you can't?
no.

Do you have any Jordan's or Zack's in your cell phone?
jordyn, and one zack.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
yes. <3

Is there a reason for your myspace song?
i like it.

Last person of the opposite sex that told you they loved you?
alec.

Do you like to cuddle?
yes.

You ever been called babe?
yeah.

Do you have anything that belongs to an exboyfriend/girlfriend?
no.

Do you believe exes can be friends?
yeah.

Do you have a best friend?
yeah, a few.

Do you ever stress out about what people think of you?
not stress, but care, yeah.

What's your favorite color?
green. red. yellow. every color, really.

Kids or a Dog?
both.

Would you get married to the one you love tomorrow if he asked you?
yeah, i probably would.

Where do you see yourself in 2 years?
having fun.

What about relationship wise in 2 years?
i'm not sure. i may still be with alec, i still may not be.

Do you have a brother?
yeah.

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
ashley.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom.

If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?
alec.

Do you hate the last boy you had a conversation with?
no, i love him.

What were you doing this morning at 7am?
i called alec to wake him up.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
maybe.

Have you ever said something just to see what kind of reaction you'd get?
all the time.

Have you ever laid down in the grass, and made shapes out of the clouds?
yeah.

When was the last time someone let you know you are loved?
two minutes ago.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
andrew.

Do you remember who you liked this time last year?
yeah, i'm dating him. (:

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
yeah.

Think of the last time you were REALLY angry when was it?
a few days ago.

When was the last time you cried?
i don't remember.

What time did you wake up today?
eight.

What do you currently hear right now?
iris - goo goo dolls.

Is it cute when a boy/girl call you babe/baby?
yeah.

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
i most definitely would.

Has anyone seen you in your underwear, other than mom?
yeah.

Do you tell your mom everything?
no.

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you kissed them?
a whole lot.

The last time you drank alcohol?
i don't remember.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
yes.

Do you get distracted easily?
sometimes.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
the couch.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
kari.

What was the last hoodie you wore?
one of alec's hoodies, probably.

Name all the people you layed in a bed with in the last two weeks?
just alec.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i don't know.

Who is your number four on myspace?
andrew.

149.

"I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning."






You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week rock tour? Can your life change in a month, a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. But when you're young, one hour can change everything.






Sometimes you meet somebody and you know that whatever you did before it must have been right, cause nothing you've done could be too bad or have gone too far wrong since it led you to this person.

Have you ever looked someone straight in the eyes and told them a lie?
yeah.

What are some things that make you mad?
alcohol, not being good enough, when people are annoying, etc.

Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation? 
alec. lately, not even he can.
 
If you could have anyone you want, who would it be?
alec.

Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
they're both my friends.

Who was your crush in 5th grade?

zack.. oh boy..

About how many hours of sleep did you get last night?
seven.

Is your hair naturally straight?
no.

Is there something you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
no.

What are you doing right now?
anberlin.

Do you wish anyone in particular was still in your life?
no.

Are relationships ever really worth it?
it depends what you put into the relationship.

What color was the last pill you took?
orangish red.

Who sung the song you last listened to?
anberlin.

Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
alec.

What's the weather like outside?
nice.

Where was the last place you bought something?
i don't remember.

Who are you thinking about right now?
people.
 
Do you believe exes could really ever be "just friends"?
it depends on the situation.

Did you sing at all today?
yeah.

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
no. maybe eventually, though.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
it's been so long..

Do you know anybody with the same middle name as you?
too many people.
 
What are you wearing right now?
tank top and gym shorts.

Is there something you're looking forward to?
yes yes yes.

Its 4 in the morning and your phone rings. Who is it?
i don't know.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yeah.

To get with someone of the opposite sex, have you ever faked being drunk?
no.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
i hope.

Who was the last person in your bedroom? 
jimmy.
 
Does sex mean love?
not always, no.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i've been in one now for almost 10 months.

Is your best friend a legal midget?
no. my legal midget bets friend is slipping away. :|

Where do you want to move to when you're older?
alaska or texas. or chicago.

Are you mad at someone right now?
stydjuyujtujtu.

When was the last time you talked to one of your friends?
a couple minutes ago.

Where will you be in an hour?
hopefully in bed.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom.

What do you want?
hm.

Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?
no.

Who was the last person you rode in a car with? 
my mom.
 
When did you last do something ridiculously stupid? What?
today, do drumline. :| i seriously cannot do this..